#2025-01
Like every other year, this year is no difference. I am trying to do something new.
Look back to 2024:
- Became a father
From a boy to a man, and from a man to a father... Cant explain the feeling in words. I am terrible in English writing and so far, I have not written any blogs on my personal life.
I always wanted to put something in words/images so that someday I can look back and see the small progress of my life. I tried with Social Media, but I literally hated it as I grew up, I understood that Social Media is not something for personal tracking.
I used to write diaries but when I left my home for college, I lost that habit. Then I learned life lessons from hostel days, and that is something I always cheer for.
Then I started working and eventually forgot about anything in life that I ever cared about. I forgot how I loved music, singing. I was travelling with friends and was feeling like the friendship is for lifetime and we all will stick together but wrong. Everyone started moving on so did I.
Came to new country for work, started exploring the culture and hoping to go back some day to my home but not sure when.
Got married, wonderful partner, millions of hopes, millions of dreams. We wanted to explore the world together, new places, new cultures. started with a few.
Now, the last year, having a baby, life has turned upside down now. All that used to matter in life seems less significant. Keeping the family safe and healthy is like the first priority, whatever it takes.
I feel like, I am child again, revisiting my childhood, and just thought, what if, I could have listened to my parents, what if I finished those unfinished task, what if I kept doing all those once I thought meaningless.
Maybe too late, but not yet, from this year, I am taking another oath to participate in all those unfinished tasks, that I was dreaming about.
Motivation cannot be external, it should be from inside. It is now or never. I dont want to regret in another 10 years saying the same as of today "What if"... "In case I started" .. "Why should not I.."...
Hoping for the best...
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